You know you love me.

Blair: Changing your name doesn’t change who you are.
Chuck: It’s a good start. A chance to live simply, earn people’s respect, maybe become a person someone could love.
Blair: Someone did love you. And… you owe it to her, and everyone else you’re leaving behind not to run away. Which is what you’re doing. And I don’t think that great man you’re talking about wanting to be is a coward. 
I think he would face up to what he did. 
Chuck: I destroyed the only thing I ever loved